Beau
Literally hate myself right now.
Why did I have to say it.
Without him,
Tuesday would of been more of a struggle than I would have known.
He’s a keeper.
Let’s hope he wants to stay ❤
It’s weird.
At this moment in time I couldn’t be more happier with my life,
But for some reason I’m upset.
I think it’s be Because when things are going so well everything always messes up.
I’m scared that this messing up could make me lose the boyfriend,
Or something happen to someone I care about.
Everything can change in such a short period,
It will be Andrews year anniversary next Wednesday and I’m cackling it.
I also swear I always get ill in April :(
Got an op April the tenth,
So let’s hope that goes all okay :)
Oh yea, love the boyfriend he is such a rock to me.
I hope I’m the same to him.
8 months.
❤
Love him.
Stability
Love is not real,
It’s just something you look for,
and think you’ve found.
Is it a lie based on imagination and what we believe?
Like a fairy tale ending?
Fuming.
And here it is I’m running away,
Why do I feel so hurt.
And as usual,
I’m running to London
